WHO SAYS THAT HUMAN NEEDS OTHER HUMANS

Penyakit manusia yang membuat dunia sendiri dalam kepalanya, mencintakan masalahmasalahnya sendiri, terpuruk di dalamnya, lalu menyelesaikan masalah-masalahku, sambil tertawa-tawa, juga sendirian -Andrea Hirata-

Human makes their own life in their head, create their problems, falling down in their problems, then solve the problems, laughing and alone.

I really like that illness, mental illness number 16. As a real situation it’s perfect. It happen to every people consciously or no. Let me be the model. I make my own life in my head. There’s my real life with my family and friends. But that life isn’t made by me. It’s made by my family, my friends, unknown people, and me. I can’t make my own decision without influence others. So, my own life that made by me is only in my head. I’m free in my head, I won’t get hurt, I can create my dream, I can create my story, added with problems as a seasoning but there always problem solving. I’m falling down in my problems, sometimes smile, excited, thinking, even crying. Its weird, I like crazy people, doing everything by myself. I love to be me, I can create my face, I can create my boyfriend, I can create my career. God is fair. There’s real life that can’t be controlled and there’s unreal life that can be controlled and it’s only in my head and alone.